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09-16-2020, 11:54 AM | #1 |
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Feelings you wanted to have, but haven't yet
So there is a 96.72% chance that this thread will fall on it's face because people don't share this type of thing, but what the heck I am feeling a bit brave today (or stupid).
Is there a feeling or set of feelings that you have wanted to experience but never have? One for me is "lusted for" I have been lucky in finding love, feeling wanted, and even slightly "sexy", but never "OMG I have to have you." Maybe that's just a movie thing anyways. I have now prepared my self for ridicule.
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09-16-2020, 12:01 PM | #2 |
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A "Rudy!" moment in my life would have been nice.
Or like the feeling you'd get from saving someone's life spur of the moment. |
09-16-2020, 12:04 PM | #3 |
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Peace
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09-16-2020, 12:07 PM | #4 |
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satisfaction.
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09-16-2020, 12:09 PM | #5 |
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whatever LSD feels like
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09-16-2020, 12:10 PM | #6 |
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09-16-2020, 12:14 PM | #7 |
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Apathy.
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09-16-2020, 12:15 PM | #8 |
Lord of the Gif
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09-16-2020, 12:20 PM | #9 |
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At ease.
Stupid brain, stupid 1000 miles an hour all the damn time. I’d love to feel at ease. |
09-16-2020, 12:21 PM | #10 |
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Not a feeling I want to have, but am jealous[?] I'll never experience. The feeling of being on drug x,y,z I've never tried.
Like...heroin will ruin your life. If the orgasm face a user has in movies or in real life is anywhere near representative though? Sheeet. I wonder what that feeling is right after tying off. edit: Matt and I obviously need to do LSD and heroin together when we're 70 and don't care anymore. Maybe even MDMA together. |
09-16-2020, 12:23 PM | #11 |
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No, but I miss zapping people with an Electro-Static Generator in Junior High. That felt good.
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09-16-2020, 12:23 PM | #12 |
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I know that love exists. I know that there are people out there that truly love each other in healthy and acceptable ways.
When I was a kid, and still connected with my parents, I thought I knew what it was like to be loved and to love them back. But, what I didn't realize, was that wasn't real love...not like what healthy people experience. Instead it was tainted and twisted by mental disease and alcoholism. These days, now that I've come to better (not complete...better) grips with what the impact of all that was on me I have a better understanding (again not complete...just better) of what love means. I can see it in other people. I can see them trying to love me too. But it just ain't in the cards for me to feel, to personally experience internally nor externally. I've no faith that it will. I don't care for consolation, understanding, nor hope. There's no "rule" out there in the big 'ol universe that states "all potential is realized". Every planted seed doesn't grow, every apple tree doesn't bear fruit. |
09-16-2020, 12:26 PM | #13 |
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gotta love yourself first, man.
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09-16-2020, 12:27 PM | #14 |
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Gal Gadots insides.
I’d settle for feeling her outsides. Edit: Also, what Matt said. I want to, but I need an experienced guide. |
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09-16-2020, 12:30 PM | #16 | |
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is the high so damned good that it kills you? is that the best or worst experience. and when is someone going to make fun of mhoward1 for posting this? the internets always surprises... |
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09-16-2020, 12:30 PM | #17 |
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Speaking of fellas stuff, that feeling of beating Ripper in GTA race.
Maybe someday |
09-16-2020, 12:32 PM | #18 | |
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09-16-2020, 12:32 PM | #19 |
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09-16-2020, 12:33 PM | #20 |
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hey, YOLO
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09-16-2020, 12:34 PM | #21 |
Shooty Patooty
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09-16-2020, 12:39 PM | #22 |
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Having more money than I could reasonably spend in a lifetime and helping others with it Big Billie Gates style.
Not feeling sure I'll die alone and/or in some stupid way ( usually car crash victim from someone not paying attention or old age after a life lived too long battle for number one spiraling thoughts ) Enjoying the day to day Being able to communicate crystal clearly Feeling like life has real meaning Blindly being "all in" on a belief system Being a person that isn't bothered by traffic or people doing dumb things in traffic. Sorry we're all just going lightning fast in multi-ton machines and something about that is unsettling to me when people have their feet out the window and are talking on the phone. What it's like not to stick out |
09-16-2020, 12:39 PM | #23 |
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MDMA?
I have loved, I have been loved, I have saved lives, once even on LSD, I never did 'heroin' but have now have a prescription for its pharmaceutical twin. I may be broken now but I did a lot of isht to get here and have few regerts. |
09-16-2020, 12:40 PM | #24 |
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09-16-2020, 12:40 PM | #25 |
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